
I am writing this from the Philadelphia airport-- the only airport I've been to that has free wireless internet. Ironic, that in one of this --democratic-- country's founding cities that the internet would be free to all passers by. Especially as I find myself about to compose my thoughts on Coleman and Blumler's The Internet and Democratic Citizenship.
I went to Washington, D.C. last night and discussed my recent epiphanies with my lifelong friends now at Penn State who came to meet me in Baltimore for a long overdue adventure. This is my best attempt to recreate the conversation because its very relevant, I think, to what I read in Coleman and Blumler. Preston is an anthropology grad student, Caryn is a communications grad student.
Preston: So... tell us about that epiphany you had.
Me: Hang on. This radio station sucks.
pause.
Ok.
sigh.
So you know how the world pretty much like, sucks, right? I mean we know that assholes and morons have conspired successfully to pretty much ruin the lives of the peaceful and well-meaning masses. Well, I'm in this com class that is sort of, like, bringing up a lot of resistance in me toward the idea that there's anything regular people can do to ever be free, like, ever again.
Caryn: What are you reading?
Me: Remember? I asked you if I should take this class and sent you the syllabus...
Caryn: Oh yeah... man, my TA job sucks this quarter...
yada yada yada...
Me: Yeah, that sucks. I can see why you chain smoke. Anyway, so like I was saying. I was riding the bus after class last week and decided, for just a little while, to suspend disbelief and to think my way through these issues. So the internet is new, right? And we have absolutely no idea what's going to happen. Maybe it could make life better, you know, like, so it wouldn't suck all the time and we can go online and not be bothered by the same bullshit that happens every day because of the socialization process that teaches the neoliberal model of individualism, like how we're taught that we're all on our own and the world is a harsh place... I mean, what if we could actually have a sense of public awareness emerging from this totally free space?
Preston: Yeah, but self-interest is so ingrained in our culture... the industrial revolution showed the rise of the American dream as being ingrained in our peasant origins as a nation... the ethos that we can do anything, even starting with a place of nothing, is more than just a story to Americans, more than a myth, its... its who we are, you know?
Me: What if we're on the brink of a new revolution, a tech revolution that can distort that myth, at least a little bit? What if our norms can change and we adjust to this new type of experience that brings us out of our obsession with ourselves by freeing us from the like, self-reinforcing cycle of neoliberalism?
Caryn: snoring
Preston: I mean, maybe. Yeah, that could be cool.
Me: What it would mean is a shift in the traditional distribution of power that we currently have from the elite level to the individual level... I mean, what if every individual had power rather than only economic elites? What if we could take it all back, you know, just by being able to be ourselves, unencumbered by all the pressures of our own self-interests? It would mean a fundamental change in the way we think of power and in the way power is distributed. We could all be empowered, not to run for office or vote, but to have at least some sort of public identity. The trick is now, to just make sure that the government or market don't step in and totally destroy whatever it is that the internet could do for us all as a whole before we figure it out for ourselves. You know, like, to not worry about self-interests quite yet, to keep it totally free....
Preston: Like China? I mean, what if they do the same thing to us and we don't even know it...
Me: They don't. Trust me. I've looked up some shit that should have gotten me hauled off.
Preston: Yeah, me too. So like, I know that voting in city elections is more significant and has a bigger effect on stuff than national elections. So what if every city had its own website...
(we collectively came up with a brilliant idea)
Me: Man, we should patent that idea. For real.
Preston: Yeah.
Me: Anyway, so that was my epiphany.
Silence.
Preston: Do you ever wonder if they switch like, a lot more babies than they say they do in hospitals?
Me: Yeah, so like, what if nobody's really who they think they are?
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So that's about the extent of that conversation. More specifically, this week's reading generated a series of personal questions for me, such as what would empower individuals and how to go about obtaining those. The deliberative democratic ideal is to allow free communication of individuals in public. I envision something very simple, but very radical. End the war, immediately. Then use that money to give every person in America a free laptop. Make internet available in every town across the 50 states for free. Then buy my idea and see what happens.
I can talk about it later, if anyone wants to know. I'm not putting it up on the internet though. Irony is free but its not cheap.
Excuse me, but I have a plane to catch.